I've Been Spending All My Time Just Thinking 'Bout You :)

So how do you know? How do you know when it's love?

I think I'm starting to understand. 

I've finally found someone, someone who makes me happy, who i can't wait to hear from and talk to.

I get to wake up to sweet little messages all the time. When I wake up in the morning, the first thing I do is check my phone to see if he sent me a text. I think about him all day, and I think about him when I'm trying to sleep. Just talking to him gives me butterflies.

Oh, and as always, there's a small catch. He lives in another state. :(

He's in the army and he's stationed just outside of Seattle, Washington.

I am going there in just under two weeks though, I'm very excited. He's got so many plans! 

We are going to have so much fun!

I know it's cliche, but I've really never felt this way before. 

I have never met a guy who I want to talk to 24/7. Who gives me butterflies like this. 

I usually get tired of guys, find them annoying, or just don't really care. With him, I wanna talk to him, I wanna see him, I'm bummed when we don't get to talk. I'm really excited about him! 

I really, really, REALLY like him!! =D

So call me crazy, but I'm really falling for him. Like biting my tongue, falling for him. 

So I hope it works out! Wish me luck :)

So Until Next Time...

Don't Forget To Smile :)

I know I won't have a problem with that!

Kylee <3

In The Words of JB..."I Just Need Somebody to Love.."

Well, here we go again, touching on that second "L" word in the title of my blog.
I believe I have been given a dose of my own medicine..
As I told everyone in my "I'm Sorry" post, I don't want to let people in, so I find things I don't like about them and then basically I find them annoying. Well I finally found a guy that I liked and wanted to try to have a relationship with. Although he attends college in a different state, I was willing to make it work, because frankly, I would really just like "somebody to love." He didn't text much, said he just didn't check his phone a lot. I would just text him when I was bored and hope he would text back. I would hear my phone go off and I would honestly think, "Please let it be him!"
Just. My. Luck. He didn't talk to me a for a while, so I backed off a little, just figured he was busy. A couple days went by and I tried him again, only to get a text back from him saying, "Why do you keep calling me?" I was completely baffled. What had I done wrong? I had never even called him. I finally got through to him and asked him if I did something wrong...His response: "just annoying."
Damn. I thought since he started talking to me first and asked me first if I wanted to hang out that he would at least get to know me better, give me a chance. He had to have felt something...right?
I guess he's just like every other guy. Only wants one thing, and when they find out I've never been that far before, they either flee, or become a stage 3 clinger.
Why can't life just be easy?

Moving on though, I'm talking to another guy who I like, and have liked since high school. I'm trying not to get annoying, but he's kinda like the other guy, he doesn't text much... We'll see what happens..
I guess it's just my gypsy soul, maybe I really am just "better as a memory."

So Until Next Time...
Maybe I'll Find That Smile Someday. :)